Funk

Today I am in a funk.  I didn't get a job for next year that I really wanted.  And I am feeling funk-ish about it.  In addition, I am feeling bummed about the state of things... my house, my weight, my attitude...

Perhaps it's just that time of year... but I am in a funk... SO... instead of whining about it (which is what I am currently doing)... I think I will make some plans...

I am going to make some plans for THIS week.  One step at a time.  Seriously... Not long term... not pounds lost before this summer... but THIS week.  And that aren't all weight plans... They are just going to get me out of this funk...

Here are goals for this week...
1) Buy new running shoes.
2) Buy new workout clothes (2 shirts, 1 pants)
3) Fold all the clothes in my room on the floor.
4) Clean up the study.
5) Write on thing that I like about myself every day on a list.
6) Run two times. Work out with Courtney once. And be ok with three times this week!

That's it.  That's what I am going to do.  Focus on those things.  And try and be positive.  Sometimes in life we get in funks.  I guess it's all about how you pick yourself and choose to face those that make you who you are... I will wallow about the job for a little bit longer.  And then I will buck up, face life head on (cheesy I know), and make some changes.  It can be done.  I know it.