Embarrassment

So, my weigh-in was yesterday.  I only gained .8.  I am still in the 160s.  168.8 to be exact.  My goal this week is to stay in the 160s and hopefully go down.  I was actually happy that I didn't gain more after eating like poo for 2 weeks.


The night before my weigh-in, I had an awful night and ate a Big Mac meal at 11 pm.  I was ASTONISHED that I still only gained .8.  I was so embarrassed about it that I wasn't going to tell anyone.  I was just going to hide the bag and lie to my friends.

But that is something that Fat Emily would do, and since I want to be a PRIOR fat girl, I am sharing.  I ate a Big Mac and fries late at night!  And I will own that. 

So, I am leaving you with a post from PriorFatGirl.  It was a great post.  And it sums up how I feel.  PriorFatGirl Post I liked

I can't wait until I can go back to WW meetings... I continue to leave some love to Meg, Serina, Caitlin, Christy, Wagers, JD... and all those who are there for me on a daily basis.

Struggling

This post is more for me than for you.

Tomorrow is weigh in day and I am feeling very stressed out about it.  I am not at all ready to have gained back the 2 pounds that I continue to lose and gain and lose and gain. 

I have literally been between 168 and 170.6 for the last 2 months... blarg.  I am feeling stuck in a rut and FRUSTRATED.

The next three weeks are going to be super crazy busy and awful.  I need to find time to run and I need to keep eating right. 

So, as motivation to myself, I am posting old pics.  I had a heck of a time finding full body shots from back in the day.  CLEARLY I didn't like taking them.

I am going to look at these and remind myself that I CAN do this.  I just need to keep trucking.

Tonight's Dinner

After a week of eating out and eating TONS of greasy food... I decided I wanted a fresh meal for dinner tonight.  Yup, cucumbers and tomatoes in salad dressing.... followed by Light and Fit vanilla yogurt and fruit...
Delicious!

Before and After

Last Year

This year!

 These are my pics from this year spring break and last year's spring break!  See the difference?

Last Year

This year

Happy Times!